Tuesday 919 AM
Today I can already feel. It’s going to be a good day. I’ll mindlessly and endlessly produce. Today marks the day I need to empty this childhood bedroom of all my shit, which I’m going to move up to San Mateo.
Listening to 2000 hits
Dad’s extra nice because my mom’s stressed out, it’s make it or break her heart if I don’t do a good job. Good thing I’ll rock it because this is EASY MOMM!!!!!
Ahahahah Dan Harmon talking about how blogging came to be therapy. Yeah this is my therapy, but I’m not blogging in my mind. HOLY FUCK I LOOKED IT UP AND I’M BLOGGING. God damn I’m fucking retarded
More bounces, less cannabis and writing. 1 million confucious canoes. Get me to an island, then I’ll be perfect.
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move room (CHECK) launch new port site launch github.center finish updating resume send off fly away
I’m building the muscles I’m going to need when I’m fat.
I’m practicing how to create stuff everyday, these hours are going to pay off when I’m older.
Operation moveout complete, even had time to walk the dog with Chad, learn some new guitar chords, and 1000 confucious canoes 🛶
Chad’s making protein coffee drinks and I’m going to finish my new port site, and apply to two jobs. Bonnie invited me to wonderwoman but I can’t I gotta work.
I wasn’t sure what to write on the about page for my new portfolio site, so I want to make a little simple rap explaining my life and what I’m all about. First draft of the lryics here:
[Chorus] x1 The world my stage though I feel more a prop (10) The clue I learned from view in rearview mob (10) my tongue blunt tool my TONGUE she like on pop (10) The world my stage though I feel more a prop (10) [Verse 1] I think of life like a book that's my hook (10) I'm writing it (4) I the main character, I act like it Caesar said the world your stage and (7) It’s up to you what role you want to play (10) highlights high life my life it romantic God bless it razor sharp focus every rose I notice (11) my religion more women in power (10) my conviction more color in power (10) my mantra more women in power (10) my conviction more color in power (10) cause even pubs know who get the job done [Chorus 1] The world my stage though I feel more a prop The Clue I learned from view in rearview mob my tongue blunt tool my TONGUE she like on pop The world my stage though I feel more a prop [Verse 2] lower the greed the feeds with ad ruthless (11) my life I comedy class Addict hate it though I'm a sucka lova of language my tongue a blunt tool my tongue that she like my life I ride it white rapids class 4 24/7 I'm a sucka for hyrule herb, red alert, a quick jab, a bad meme, a cute cat a girl that makes art with her hands yeah like my mom who writes 20 post it notes a day alcoholic but I saw the pattern then I trained my mental screaming I'd walk the plank for my dreams type fuck bare feet on the coffee table high life like roller coaster no coasters for dad's coronas (7) the lows worth the highs (5) highs come in 50 flavors (7) I fifty shades of pride (6) fifty shades of mike (5) I fifty shades of die (6) couldn't curb my taste for a glock 9 (9) to save my life (4) toss a pun in the chamber, aye () I evolve I lead my life like a play romantic red lip red wine dark comedy oh god when will I outgrow this taste for lead in my skull [Chorus 2] I love our troops cause I feel their love I feel their strength I make the best of I reject the words good job I love our troops cause I feel their love I look around pay tribute to the ones behind and gone cause my heritage permits it nature rewards courage ignorance destroy it that's my monkey military mindset a dirty hippy with a love for aviation and all things considered, military mike the world is upside down so I hang on my head empathy goes far mate the world is upside down so I hang on my head get 2 minutes that my daily habit [verse 3] speaking of habits the bad comes with the good I tell myself kill myself I almost did it on my 21st, dramatic balancing act on railing with no remorse I survived a lot of love to give I work through fear, lust or love fear or trust I'm scatter brained but a good shot shotgun approach on lock I gotta lotta unpopular beliefs I look thin I look around most are lost they look down depressed fed with fresh amazon prime [Hook 1] I wanna hashtag everything with climatechange |stop I wanna hashtag everything with climatechange |drop honestly honesty best policy most are lonely
I'm a sucka for a good river A simple man with a simple plan to make it in this world to old age, evolve from hopeless romantic to dying cynic cause it ain't gonna happen in this lifetime so we gotta work addicted so we gotta work addicted I evolve I lead my life like a play romantic red lip red wine dark comedy cause the good comes with the bad [Hook 2] pay up to express yourself around here ey? pay up to express yourself around here ey? [Hook 1] I wanna hashtag everything with climatechange |stop I wanna hashtag everything with climatechange |drop [Chorus 2] The world my stage though I feel more a prop The Clue I learned from view in rearview mob my tongue blunt tool my TONGUE she like on pop The world my stage though I feel more a prop -----------------------------------------------------===-=- I have some unpopular beliefs we in a simulation (7) I have some unpopular beliefs everyone act like children (7) I prefer the simple and the poor versus the fake and the rich I rich I gotta lotta love to give but couldn't keep the lights on to save my life sold my switch used to be airsoft in the fields adventuring for endless days summer days lord's supper that mom's lasagna peanut butter what I prefer now though weathered webmaster I remember us kids pooling 5 bucks a pop to get at a router I used to hate high school cause I was more the Zappa type no one seemed to celebrate the weird back in high my vibe Clapton Hendrix John Grisham Lucid Dreaming self hypnosis Loaded tan tien [verse 3] speaking of habits the bad comes with the good I tell myself kill myself I almost did it on my 21st, dramatic balancing act on railing with no remorse I survived a lot of love to give I work through fear, lust or love fear or trust I'm scatter brained but a good shot shotgun approach on lock I'm trying help speaking of which that's what life is so, bruce lee told me be like water like I'm the rapids I'm obsessed 20,000 leagues I imagine dive into my subconsciousness come up with more compassion that my cannon //favorite class ever was music theory with englemann KD spread better than any 9th grader but I forgot the numbers gave it up for trust honestly expressing myself at all costs I'm Michael Betts overshare my philosophy so you could get a piece of the action of love in two bars instead of drowning in that new drank Syrian rubble at the bar no such thing as a free lunch yeha honestly honesty best policy that's why family little scared of me speaking of it, speaking of me currently my currency is running thin fiscally I flatline but have a softer side for passing my last bread to the homeless they my main therapists cause they know better than anyone the world is messed up but don't have the tools to rise instead to sabotage their luck its all mental though employees choose the job not the employer the ancient master slave is modern day debtor owner association anger in my heart [verse 2] music oh god please show me the way via a vogue vignette my last ovature lords ways verbatim my motif ostinato rigore why sperm bank deny me wouldn't tell me lie to me Betts hath done run wild since the revolution I the child the youngest by recent reunion I have to have kids to maintain the family name but is it worth it when the list of adjectives long 'wild' 'suicidal' 'alcoholic' or 'cray' just another task on told TO DO list apps it high learning curve to be I child of god I child of the web I child of love my parents love me but don't understand why TV sucks you are what you eat I like to make music off bea **I have a general idea about what I want to do with my life** I have I prefer I trust I reject I have friends in many places and spots of life but k-12 was another side of the line last picked or straight ignored learned the hard way any attention is better than being ignored I prefer my career making art I borrow from everything cause I live in the future but the present is mean all my good friends know not to lend out cause what I borrow I forget about too much information I borrow from the air force by way of executing my ideas I'm a force to be reckoned with and I'm a keep executing my ideas chasing my dreams I'm going to leave this world at least trying hard enough but it's never good enough even if it takes me to under a bridge I carry an empty stomach to focus I reject the words good job This millennial that works harder than your best office workhorse destined to be an employer that could only be true if I was the real Michael Betts This verse need revisions its unfinished like all projects I pursue in life help me finish something and I'll share all I've learned
But well I wrote all this instead of finishing up the portfolio site like a good human would’ve done. It was fun writing though, and needs revisions. But fun to loosely rap too.