At the pier 36 or so I don’t remember. Looking at the water. There’s too much happening to write, like I’m out of practice.
And I’m back from walking a solid many miles around SF
what are my goals? where do I want to live? why did I lose my muscles? What is the good in helping make a todo list if I never do it? What do I want?
I want to make a living making things. I really really need help and need to do the work to get there. First off I will release a lot of music I guess…. I lost my music making muscles but they’re still there. I’m just so sad about being in the grey zone with helen right now cause I want to break up if she doesn’t know what she wants, it’s just like not a way I want to live my life. The paradox is that it’s taking actions from me, like I don’t know what to do now cause I’m waiting on her. And I can’t wait on her, so I’m just going to have to figure out plans with or without her, cause life is short and I can’t be with someone that falters in their belief in me. And isn’t open in communicating.
how do I sort out my life? I’m 27 this is my channel this is my art this is my website and this is where I am applying? or this is where I went to school or this is where I want to continue school? That’s the thing no one really cares what you do with your life the earlier you really understand that the faster you can learn to slow it down so one thing at a time right now I’m on pause cause I don’t know if Helen and I are staying together right now I’m on the path to wanting to get into a graduate school program in the arts
right now I still have 2 main dreams - run a successful nonprofit helping as many people as possible
right now I have a bunch of songs written I just need to release
right now I have over 1000 blog posts I’ve personally written
right now I have no commitments to anyone
right now I’m in debt with undergrad and some friends
right now I don’t have a Facebook
right now I’m locked out of my Instagram
right now I don’t want to be on social media at all
right now I want to just go ahead and know
know where I want to be I already know who I am oh so well I know what my skills are I know what I want to do with my life
I know I can’t go back home I know I have people that want to help I know I can do anything I know I need to be more social I know I need to take a liter of my own advice
step 1) make a the track ready for release step 2) upload online, make IFFTT triggers to post when it happens step 3) help me =-=-=-=-=-==-=-=-=-=-==-=-=-=-=-= 20:36 If my troubles so bad, I can’t write about them. I still write lyrics on off days.
sogo noro sis six (x8) we could make pesto maybe it's not enough basil getting fatter and fatter as the days go on... no fat? people sued starbucks cause they didn't listen their nutrition always check the ingredients ingredients know life
know ingredients master life
ingredients know life
are your eyes closed enough?
where do you belong?
How do sounds outside our hearing affect us?