11:05AM
The magical evocation of words
That’s been me, my interests lately. I’m disapointed in myself, and my friends - but that’s a small drop in the ocean of our lives, our visit after 2 years back in good old SF. Seeing the beach, the Y, the nicest starbucks, and a great Deli all short beautiful walks away from Matt’s place with no kitchen, it really makes me wonder how he can be an alcoholic in suck a place.
Yesterday was a goodbye day - woke up at 8 after being awake most the night feeling an intense headache and way too high and drunk to even play zelda. I managed to get Epona to the castle but couldn’t attack.
Not a good nurse, but it was the first night we didn’t have to take care of matt so I got a little too loose.
We got him in the shower and we fed him and cleaned his apartment 3 times now, and he barely thanked us and his only claim to fame is that he has a real job now and shit -
Out of all the Peros, everyone is doing well and better except Matt and Jack. Jack’s glued to his phone
you’re not allowed to say this because
open
Open Casket for my funeral
haven’t written in a while
one day this won’t break
one day
somedays the voices dim
and every friend full of action
AOC loving hate
divide by race
bought the jumper new
just to feel like a rate in a maze
Im amazed
at ever lyric you ever heard
was satanic in every way
top 40 controlled by da who
top 40 not decided by you
top 1 big ad
nothing breaks through
she breaking glass ceiling
before it got big
trapt in the womb
before my first hit
5 albums down and 10 unrecorded
4 un mixed
and 5 made up on the spot
hit me in the back of the face
cause your paycheck’s been erased
illusion of the 401 K
open the gates
flood the cave
vast under ground base
now that I lived 5 feet under
but she couldn’t get me on bass
rocking sandal and a shoe
for days
staying at a lame ass Frat
intellectual pale horse no act
understand everything you undermine everything
cold start to a warm day
threw up on the ecalyptus leaves
then slept on the beach
by the golden gate
dogs calling lawyers
girls calling lovers
its a writers retreat
if you’re not in bed with a write
where do you sleep
prolly on your feet
vitamin I to scrape through your shift
to buy cancerous food and some name brand clit
you wear like a dick
ONE DAY I’LL WRITE DAILY AGAIN, JUST 1 DAY!
WILL IT START TODAY? WE JUST MADE PLANS AND THE ROAD TRIP IS PRETTY MUCH ETHCED OUT FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. IM’M A BIG FAN OF TRAVELLING, BUT GOD DAMN I WISH I DIDN’T EVEN BRING MY EQUIPMENT to make music with the peros cause they’re retarded so far…. But santa fe baby! H booked a 5 night stay in a uiet place in the middle of nowhere, so I’m going to be real glad to get it goind. Hiking and recording. and the list of songs I’ll run through are in the songbinder.
But this would be a better time to record the past - what has happened in the past,…….ummmm
| Dailies | Questions | Answers |
|---|---|---|
| Read() | What did you read? | X |
| Write() | What did you write? | X |
| Create() | What did you make? | X |
| Exercise() | Dance workout (or otherwise?) | X |
| Audio() | You recorded what: | X |
| Video() | You filmed what: | X |
| Finish() | You bounced what track: | X |
| Live() | You sang what live: | X |
| Finish2() | You made what visuals | X |
| Phone() | You called who: | X |
| Share() | Uploaded what to archive: | X |
| PBD() | You did what for PBD? | X |
| Web() | You did what to POLIW.AT? | X |
| Love&Legacy() | You did what for friends/fam? | X |
| God() | You’re grateful for what? | X |
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