Act 1 POLECAT dream sequence

Act 2 POLIW.AT hop skip jump drop L cooz friend

Beginning of polecat

Cam and ted as parents dressing me up asleep as a cat on a stool for a youtube video =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= jack in the play gets a part we cast a girl he has all his scenes with so he can fall in love =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= per is literally the neighbor’s dog that chases me on occasion at time s

Helen is Dr. Martini and Dr. Martini bikini and Dr. Martini bikini judgmenti =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= Jack as the Prince

Play poliw.at

play a song!!!!!!

Poliw.at I will not play a song. Because I am a song. I am a walking song! And you know what prince robot jack? humans come and go, but there is only one poliwat

and like my best friend once said everyone dies alone but not everyone dies

=-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= cats come and go, but there is only one polecat =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= when I was 25 I realized what I wanted to do cause god spoke to me nearly killed me and so I burned my CV, smoked a mountain of weed, became a walking chimney, ate lucy daily, and calmed down with schroom tea
=-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= ((in the style of a rorshack test, everyones in lab coats))

cam bernie?

poliwat dead and a clone

ted warren?

poliwat dead and a clone

poliwat dead and a clone

matt trump?

poliwat dead and a clone

jack ok lets stop talking politics I don’t want to talk politics any longer oh my god

Bonnie it’s oh my word “ don’t curse in front of Mila =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= Jack is the grasshopper painted green with a fake white beard

red spotlight on me for traps in the womb and visuals in the back round

life is a sacred circle all of us dance a choreographed dance the physicality prompt: making fun of circles =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= The evolution of breaking down one person’s emotional walls through characters: - polecat to poliwa.t to sweet devil to michael betts - jack has one too idk what yet =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= musician: women are like ideas let them come to you and play music the whole time girlfriend: get a job =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—= Jack and psychic Rose are an unlikely match they are starting to fall in love =-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—==-=—=


Polecat Ep 1 notes HELCAT (wraps tentacles around the catnip) Pretty soon it’ll be 2020 - that means ted talks were considered long for the young. 18 minutes is the new hour lecture inaurgual address nothing lasts 12 minutes without a commercial break factored into the script then there was nothing that went before the land before time after a spliff so 18 minute ted talk, basic in my day is now the new Stanford full lecture, and 5 minute lightning talks with proper meme campaigns are the new new for ingesting infotrashmation and I’m not going to die a cynic cause I just logged it here, first and again and I gotta piss. so no more bad days here what do you do before you fall asleep what do you odo before you fall asleep what do you do before you fall asleep what do you do before you fall asleep what do you do before you fall asleep read write a song dance art ! explore ! what do you do before you call asleep you keep falling asleep you can’t help that fuck you I can! I will figure it out ! my body my sould I pray What do you do before you fall asleep make jokes make jokes !!!! ! !! ! ! make jokes ! !! !


Polecat Ep 2 notes you’re really good at not listening to men. dumb men rather -==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==- ((She’s a cat on a hot tin roof.)) -==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==-

|| LA - land of the living dead || \\\\|||||\||||||||\\\|||||||||\\||||| LA Zombie

I grew up here. And I need to leave to make music. LA is the grave music goes to die.

Jungian Amy I used to drink drive, a lot. Thank god I don’t do that anymore. It was just like a little fun game between me and god and the law and a test of myself and everything and sometimes on those hard days, those real rare ones where you just can’t take your body anymore, can’t take your friends anymore, everyone has disappointed you in more layers than a farm of onions, and you just need to peel your skin off and upload yourself into someone else’s conscious ness to not feel this anymore, I think yeah those drink drive days heading to and from Stanford to Santa Cruz to San Francisco and never getting caught in usually a loaned car from a friend’s, yeah, that’s where I get my confidence from.

=—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-==—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-= ad all of a sudden there was a team a flash of sound an intimate venue that beam blocked the singer for all of three hours I watch the bassist couldn’t see the singer for three hours and all of us all of us are tall in ways outside tall =—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-==—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-= some LA Jungian Amy — an m breath is shit but my words never more clear — don’t write a word — don’t think too hard you’ll be disowned — don ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== hula hoop girl chronicles before the hula hoop

HH girl: I get more from my stones crystals yoga and rituals than my 50k unpaid undergrad.

1 - I sat here and ate yogurt and mediate outside and now my stomach feels better 20 I’m trying to empty my mind

character looks in mirrors and says today, I’m going to finish something (really intensely) =—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-==—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=

I just got an email for reddit of a post saying how to fold a towel and I’m like if you parents suc growing up go on the internet dont be a bitch =—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-==—=-==—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-= she feels her hair  more than she feels you 

stressful Dating you  I rubber your glue 

la zombie  guy in Ikea bucket hat  girl singing in addidas track suit  band wearing all white  la zombie baby la zombie maybe  that me? that you?  to all pissed in la  case celebs in same stores 

saying aye  you not in topical news  latest news ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== .it’s amazing . what a piece of string on a piece of wood above a magnet hooked up to electric grid  out a cone  in a venue  can do for a group of humans  can influence for a group of humans 

house r paid for 

and the kids are mowed  and the friends are gone and the child’s sold  and the parents got old  and the band still holds  what groupies lost 

before you’re told  before you’re old  run down running out before your youth sold  and everything else in-between  running and hiding in me  like write this waiting  for her in the restroom  so many red flags deep  they’ve gone to white surrender a your feet  too Long gone  where’s the beat  too dynamic for the cities  just perfect for small crowds shoe don’t fit but the venue  paid  the venue paid us now  wow proud that’s a line to choose when it’s all a joke everything you were proud of before you  that’s the line to choose  waiting another line another time to lose  and I don’t mind playing Roadie for another caboose  die for the caboose 

Mama’s debts? paid for all you gotta do is sit in a room with strings and play  to Converse with me 

who are you 

I’m God I ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==

its just a thing you do ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== she feels her hair  more than she feels you 

stressful Dating you  I rubber your glue 

la zombie  guy in Ikea bucket hat  girl singing in addidas track suit  band wearing all white  la zombie baby la zombie maybe  that me? that you?  to all pissed in la  case celebs in same stores 

saying aye  you not in topical news  latest news ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== .it’s amazing . what a piece of string on a piece of wood above a magnet hooked up to electric grid  out a cone  in a venue  can do for a group of humans  can influence for a group of humans 

house r paid for 

and the kids are mowed  and the friends are gone and the child’s sold  and the parents got old  and the band still holds  what groupies lost  ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== before you’re told  before you’re old  run down running out before your youth sold  and everything else in-between  running and hiding in me  like write this waiting  for her in the restroom  so many red flags deep  they’ve gone to white surrender a your feet  too Long gone  where’s the beat  too dynamic for the cities  just perfect for small crowds shoe don’t fit but the venue  paid  the venue paid us now  wow proud that’s a line to choose when it’s all a joke everything you were proud of before you  that’s the line to choose  waiting another line another time to lose  and I don’t mind playing Roadie for another caboose  die fovthe caboose  ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== Mama’s debts? paid for all you gotta do is sit in a room with strings and play  to Converse with me 

who are you 

I’m God I ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== the movies thavnake us 

make intentional mic  what’s up YouTube 

here’s how you talk to your mom  your sister  your niece 

much when you’re naked  won’t  I’m sorry can you repeat that I live with my mom  sister  your niece 

winvfigh much when youre naked  won’t  I’m sorry can you repeat that I live with my mom ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== Women in power monologue

Polecat in a cape flying over the cityscape

Year 2030

AI is 100% female

AI has taken over these jobs (design, software sales, retail, food prep)

Men become under represented in SAS development ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–== || Polecat has S A D - Seasonal Affect Disorder || ==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==–==


gap polecat back in my day life was utopia heres this intricate futurist neo farm town america, the heart of the wild west. utopia talks for hours and hours grandpa as if he lived it all but it happened in the future.

04/12/53


polecat falls asleep - and the polecat saves them

|| watch me overcome my dreams! keeps falling asleep || I remember now I got a pole through my head

polecats final realization I HAVE POLE IN MY HEAD

wakes up, goes to doctor at end, doctor or polecat doesn’t see it ||


polecat hype: Is super gangsta


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all of polecats issues come out through musical hooks in everyone

—— polecats a rapper in their dreams , a variation rapper in each one — polecat says ‘I’m just always free styling after at her my GF in my dreams —— smart feet with a dumb purpose —

— Trustafarian Jack —

all the characters

polecat feels what and polecat wants to feel what

in this episode

so polecat feels lost and polecat wants to feel —

~It was twenty years ago today. ~Sgt. Pepper taught the band to play.

POLECAT promo 1 not another stupid fucking dream I’m tired of dreaming always falls asleep and has crazy recurring dreams that take on lives of their own polecat’s dreams are getting in the way of how he wants to live.

says he’d be a vegan if he could afford it always has beer

POLECAT I’m asleep right now bitch!

polecat’s going through the normal degrees of help, psychological, medical, love, family, friends.

You OWE ME

you know what word OWE shares all the same letters with? OEW. and that rhymes with JEW you JEW.

polecat == cat with a pole in its head helcat === federal level demon chad == surfer

((Fell asleep again.))

The medical the love the love of my life, my lovely doctura, the judicial system, no one can find out what’s wrong with me. But what’s wrong with them? Don’t ever listen to anyone when they say ‘them’ you can say ‘them’ and just about anything and it could be backed by something. Same with saying ‘some people’ or ‘most people’ I mean I hate that. I’m polecat bitch. My dads dead! I’m not going to let my dreams stop me. I’m not going to let my dreams get in the way with how I live my life, yes! > I’m polecat Bitch!

See THAT when you look in the mirror.

no one in the physical world could find out whats wrong with me so I tried the metaphysical ones.

How many people have walked up to you and introduced themselves as interdimensional beings?

Data Sheet for Music videos

and my moms like I act crazy so I don’t go crazy

POLIW.AT Life is a sacred Circle I am a Spliff Heads I am a spliff Tails Grasshopper my grasshopper Interlude 1 She breaking glass ceiling I index from 0 Elon Musk Miss myself missing you World my stage though I feel more a prop Trapt in the womb

Polecat doesn’t like you KG Summer Sunshine clitdrenchers vol1 wat


=-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-= I won a bet with bonnie dope spot =-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-= be sure to record the too for when mom comes in and says something random on this album bedroom rock =-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-= Just in time you found me ==nina simone

I love you porgy == nina simone =-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-= i coulda gone on the slide its not a good slide =-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-= polecat =-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-==-=—=-= give me a coat and a microphone and call me nancy =-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-==-=-=-=-=-=-= finish your stuff and play things

I’m so glad its better than those other obsessions, live streamingg, laser cutting,

your book book on my lump sum - whats that your pussy on my dick - laughs. oh.

whatever your not saying =-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-=-=-==-==-=-=-=-=-=-= you’re not a celebrity, you haven’t lived out of your car

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on the way to the trial.

advertising uber: you get 20,000 dollars if you mention coke.

polecat:

ted.

-ted?

cut to hot dog ladies

YOU LOOK LIKE TEDDY BUNDY! YEAH HE LOOKS LIKE BABY JESUS! !!

CAKCLECACKLE CACKLE =-=—==-=-=–==-=-=–==-=-=–==-=-=–==-=-=–==-


song of the day -=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=- street musician performing with an open suitcase for tips, but there’s 40,000 dollars all over the case of real money -=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=- its funny when I scream like a little btich when I spill da glass of water at a cafe the other day || then burned my hand on a match real bad and didn’t make a sound -=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=- the bots report you Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahaa -==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-= I drink cause I have a superiority complex I drink cause everyone’s stupid Please show me someone smarter, more humble, more -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== POLECAT FUTURIST From polecat to poliwat to michael and that’s an art piece of my emotional walls I’ve laid and mortared and built up for years and years and its all cause I used to be bullied, I am not okay with being gay
-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== she said you bring meaning to the every day …. Be okay to be serious or take things seriously genuinely (or accept that u already do!) Listen to criticism without lashing out Re learn moderation Superiority complex - find humble ground Again Red anger storm is the beating heart of all this - it distracts you, distorts things, encourages destructive behavior, feeds the voices telling you everyone is below you, and makes you dgaf! Find a way to fly above the fire storm rather than seeing red I love PolecAt futurist … and in 5 words what you need to work on is Consideration, Stubborn, Arrogant, Apathetic, Narcissistic -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== Sorority Sister 1 Don’t do schrooms sister! Sorority Sister 2 (giggles) too late okay! -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== NOW NOW NOW polecat’s parents make a living off them running that Youtube channel for cute and funny cat videos and they usually do it when Polecat’s asleep they dress them up and shit
… so Polecat’s parents make a living off dressing polecat up -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== peter clean your room I can’t put my career on the line for helping you find work I want to be the best writer in the world

good so you can write about how you don’t help your friends in need -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== day One: I wish I looked longer and closer at your eyes when you were here I could really use those now. but now -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== From countertop fountain to change bowl LIKE some wishing overflow portal for my family’s life -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== hating banned words using my own banned words 1. Like -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- most people in their music tastes are sluts

one song from many artists then theres the people i fuck with hard, people who know their 2-3 discographies by heart. they have super powers your can’t detect on any of your security cameras. -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- future! yes can’t wait! cameras everywhere! personal house surveillance !! AWESOME!!! -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- and my old boss has good reason to hate me, as i was a good talker average worker and left work to pursue music, exactly as his father abandoned him and his crazy mother all his childhood. he couldn’t escape his destiny! he’s one of those personality types abandoned for the arts and doesn’t get why phenomenon =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- here is a monogloue exactly what he needs to hear to change his mind. memorize before you talk to him and recite it at the right time. how did you get this? we got it from the algorythmizyer computer semantic smack!!!! 75 cents -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- beauty win the mundane || meaning in the mundane =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- anti intellectualism movement’s main document, intellectualism as a disease || symptom include the idea that the most complex your language, the more knowledge you can share || =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- just think where do I want to go and why =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- think about where I want to go (travel) and why =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- leaf blowing in the back was the BEST video shot so fluid plugging it in and out =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- capo 2 C am Ddim =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- we walked and I thought about killing poopoo like a woman would, through his mouth. hot dogs and foods that don’t sit well with him every night as bonus meals i just feed him if I kill poopoo like a woman would does that make me gay? why am I always looking for a reason to be gay? running away? =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- pretty funny since I called that ghost pussy now an old hookup is calling it rape - ironic cause saying I didn’t rape her I’m a burning homosexual brainwashed into not being okay with it myself
=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- never impressed with impressions Im an impressionist pianist pianist is a loose term =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- Oakland airport notes

Jack said he has an illness at ease with me because im closest to the two people who hurt him the most

We had kava and there was a couple getting shelly on kava love potions reading shaman instructional cards he wore braces she said she likes dressing up from time to time because otherwise when would she wear all these clothes she buys?

I told him he had a twisted little black heart

I said im on a quest to find my person outside other people

He makes me see that thoughts are moods

I said that maybe this is one long long forplay for Michael and him to end uo together in the end and im just a foreplay toy  between a couple of gay horses

I imaged walking in on them, stumbled into the wrong cupboard and they’re locked in a heated hating impassioned kiss that aggressivee way men kiss in the gay movies, like they want to fuck and beat each other up and do all the things they don’t get away with with women anymore — and I cannt even be annoyed becasue it would be too funny.

Why should Michale have love when I don’t that’s what he thinks as if they are the same person

im like uh hello? Give me some angency lol

Only after I realised it was all about him and him and him and Michale and him and Michale and him and them and them and him and his feelings about him and them and his which is maybe my fault for letting it be but I don’t wanna waste any more time trying to make him a better person

wheres dad? What about me?

Mother Theresa quote on the kava toilet said - it was never about you and them anyway

I can only write about other people maybe thats a good thing maybe that’s a bad thing

Clever boys tell me my sense of self is lacking , who are you ? What do you want to do? who are u infant of a firing squad? Why do we have to organise fun dates? Ha! Im like why do we have to organise your lives? That’s a case of a heads up assholes  firing squad, never felt important enough for a firing squad that maybe women understand more that we can be and feel and think ambivalence

Ambilicance is something we live in Maybe what makes women better for communities

Because definitve hard line one answer BEING RIGHT that’s just not true to complexity of minds and life Understanding that  nuance they call it in creative writing class is key to forgiveness and understanding

Is that good is that bad is that both? niether and both its just the music

but im just listening !  YOU COULD TRY IT

John Berger said he doesn’t have ideas he just listens

Listening to the music

Who am I outside the other people outside you and them

My main conclusion is it doesn’t matter and im going to let things bother me only as long as deb did with the wet sofa Don’t kill pooooo poo hahah ] Ok getting on flight Mwaaa xxxx =—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—== neighborhood after neighborhood after neighborhood in California list pros and cons if you’re feeling bad about it then think about doing it like good this is for those that are feeling isolated so there and that and all =—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==

• Title, Format: What’s it called? Polecat: what it do is the first episode

Is it a series or a special? Series like: Polecat: what it do Polecat: I love you

Half hour or quarter hour?

Quarter hour

Animated or live-action? -=-=-=–=-=-=–=-=-=–=-=-=–=-=-=- is the second episode

POLECAT: I L O V E Y O U

Polecat:Feelings the Sequel

What it DO Polecat, series Quarter Hour, Animated

• Logline: 1-2 sentences about your show that include character, setting, and conflict.

Polecat has to feel an emotion and journey to the next one they want.

Polecat is a cat with a pole going from it’s ass through the back of it’s neck, like a marionette. No one can see this pole, except at some point PSYCHIC ROSE, that calls it a shock top. Set in the real world where POLECAT lives a pathetic life, because they’re always falling asleep due to the narcolepsy

And so we see Polecat’s dreams, unpacking what it means to have all that As we learn slowly in the series, Polecat’s dreams are stopping them from living the life they want.

• World: 3-5 sentences on where the show is taking place, including time, location, universe and structure.

• Characters: 1-2 sentence descriptions of each main character including origin, goal, and relationship to other characters. Include a visual, if available.

• Synopsis: What happens? What is your series arc? Brief episode descriptions can be included here as well.

• Visuals/Art: What does this show look like? What do the characters look like? Where do they live? Work? Play? Do you have a link? A website? A portfolio? WE LOVE SAMPLE EPISODES! -=-=- it just made sure that ——————————————————— -=-=-

I just feel like everybody’s not doing their part


one mans mistake is another girls engagement ring —

Polecat! Is a cat with a pole through it’s head. Polecat

And so we see Polecat’s dreams, unpacking what it means to have all that As we learn slowly in the series, Polecat’s dreams are stopping them from living the life they want.

hey robbie elizabeth told helen ya’ll can pick me up! Thank you so much I greatly appreciate it. Helen and I are in so much love and we haven’t seen each other in a week and we fight all the time I love it HER ZEST. I’m just down in Nipomo, but I can meet anywhere if it’s more convenient. My address is 117 W Chestnut Street,

My number is 831 - 428 - 1060

I love you look forward to meeting in such a nice way :D

love as friends but not over doing it you are your own person and so am I but, Polecat

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WHY IS MY CHARACTER 1 DIMENSIONAL IN YOUR DREAMS??!!

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song of the day -=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=- street musician performing with an open suitcase for tips, but there’s 40,000 dollars all over the case of real money -=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=- its funny when I scream like a little btich when I spill da glass of water at a cafe the other day || then burned my hand on a match real bad and didn’t make a sound -=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=–=-=- the bots report you Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaahaa -==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-=—=-=-==-= I drink cause I have a superiority complex I drink cause everyone’s stupid Please show me someone smarter, more humble, more -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== POLECAT FUTURIST From polecat to poliwat to michael and that’s an art piece of my emotional walls I’ve laid and mortared and built up for years and years and its all cause I used to be bullied, I am not okay with being gay
-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== she said you bring meaning to the every day …. Be okay to be serious or take things seriously genuinely (or accept that u already do!) Listen to criticism without lashing out Re learn moderation Superiority complex - find humble ground Again Red anger storm is the beating heart of all this - it distracts you, distorts things, encourages destructive behavior, feeds the voices telling you everyone is below you, and makes you dgaf! Find a way to fly above the fire storm rather than seeing red I love PolecAt futurist … and in 5 words what you need to work on is Consideration, Stubborn, Arrogant, Apathetic, Narcissistic -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== Sorority Sister 1 Don’t do schrooms sister! Sorority Sister 2 (giggles) too late okay! -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== NOW NOW NOW polecat’s parents make a living off them running that Youtube channel for cute and funny cat videos and they usually do it when Polecat’s asleep they dress them up and shit
… so Polecat’s parents make a living off dressing polecat up -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== peter clean your room I can’t put my career on the line for helping you find work I want to be the best writer in the world

good so you can write about how you don’t help your friends in need -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== day One: I wish I looked longer and closer at your eyes when you were here I could really use those now. but now -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== From countertop fountain to change bowl LIKE some wishing overflow portal for my family’s life -==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-==—=-== hating banned words using my own banned words 1. Like -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- most people in their music tastes are sluts

one song from many artists then theres the people i fuck with hard, people who know their 2-3 discographies by heart. they have super powers your can’t detect on any of your security cameras. -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- future! yes can’t wait! cameras everywhere! personal house surveillance !! AWESOME!!! -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- and my old boss has good reason to hate me, as i was a good talker average worker and left work to pursue music, exactly as his father abandoned him and his crazy mother all his childhood. he couldn’t escape his destiny! he’s one of those personality types abandoned for the arts and doesn’t get why phenomenon =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- here is a monogloue exactly what he needs to hear to change his mind. memorize before you talk to him and recite it at the right time. how did you get this? we got it from the algorythmizyer computer semantic smack!!!! 75 cents -==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=–==-=- beauty win the mundane || meaning in the mundane =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- anti intellectualism movement’s main document, intellectualism as a disease || symptom include the idea that the most complex your language, the more knowledge you can share || =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- just think where do I want to go and why =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- think about where I want to go (travel) and why =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- leaf blowing in the back was the BEST video shot so fluid plugging it in and out =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- capo 2 C am Ddim =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- we walked and I thought about killing poopoo like a woman would, through his mouth. hot dogs and foods that don’t sit well with him every night as bonus meals i just feed him if I kill poopoo like a woman would does that make me gay? why am I always looking for a reason to be gay? running away? =-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=—==-=-=-=-=-=- pretty funny since I called that ghost pussy now an old hookup is calling it rape - ironic cause saying I didn’t rape her I’m a burning homosexual brainwashed into not being okay with it myself
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Jack said he has an illness at ease with me because im closest to the two people who hurt him the most

We had kava and there was a couple getting shelly on kava love potions reading shaman instructional cards he wore braces she said she likes dressing up from time to time because otherwise when would she wear all these clothes she buys?

I told him he had a twisted little black heart

I said im on a quest to find my person outside other people

He makes me see that thoughts are moods

I said that maybe this is one long long forplay for Michael and him to end uo together in the end and im just a foreplay toy  between a couple of gay horses

I imaged walking in on them, stumbled into the wrong cupboard and they’re locked in a heated hating impassioned kiss that aggressivee way men kiss in the gay movies, like they want to fuck and beat each other up and do all the things they don’t get away with with women anymore — and I cannt even be annoyed becasue it would be too funny.

Why should Michale have love when I don’t that’s what he thinks as if they are the same person

im like uh hello? Give me some angency lol

Only after I realised it was all about him and him and him and Michale and him and Michale and him and them and them and him and his feelings about him and them and his which is maybe my fault for letting it be but I don’t wanna waste any more time trying to make him a better person

wheres dad? What about me?

Mother Theresa quote on the kava toilet said - it was never about you and them anyway

I can only write about other people maybe thats a good thing maybe that’s a bad thing

Clever boys tell me my sense of self is lacking , who are you ? What do you want to do? who are u infant of a firing squad? Why do we have to organise fun dates? Ha! Im like why do we have to organise your lives? That’s a case of a heads up assholes  firing squad, never felt important enough for a firing squad that maybe women understand more that we can be and feel and think ambivalence

Ambilicance is something we live in Maybe what makes women better for communities

Because definitve hard line one answer BEING RIGHT that’s just not true to complexity of minds and life Understanding that  nuance they call it in creative writing class is key to forgiveness and understanding

Is that good is that bad is that both? niether and both its just the music

but im just listening !  YOU COULD TRY IT

John Berger said he doesn’t have ideas he just listens

Listening to the music

Who am I outside the other people outside you and them

My main conclusion is it doesn’t matter and im going to let things bother me only as long as deb did with the wet sofa Don’t kill pooooo poo hahah ] Ok getting on flight Mwaaa xxxx =—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—== neighborhood after neighborhood after neighborhood in California list pros and cons if you’re feeling bad about it then think about doing it like good this is for those that are feeling isolated so there and that and all =—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==—=-=-=-===—==

Polecat Notes

2020-10-06 12:20:27 -0400 EDT

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