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what? had a great day! tore apart the ugly hutch I should’ve burned long ago in the garage studio - took inventory of scrap wood - going to hit it hard tomorrow building shelf city in the studio to be the ultimate recording oasis, then will record a bunch of songs in the last week of the month or next week or so - had a great great great time \\ |||
hit bachelors bbq from 2 pm until after th snw ent down at nate’s parent’s place next dor - played spike ball for the first time and played guitar and rode in the back of the nate’s pick up we went to the high schoool and I was the all time goalie and we fribeed footballed soccered it up and I talked to becca on the phone and got a huge second wind on the screen play, now drinking coffee and going to stay up late working on it - tore
oh yeha and I’m officially a writer now
I’m a writer, not an editor(need1)
{{:}{:}{:}{:}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}} ty for reading my blog brian my prayers to you lets make the world a better place together cuz <3
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hh imagine the underdog of underdogs
like there’s no hope
there never was
it doesn’t exist
like no hope
like this video I saw of these chicks
thousands of these chicks! on a convayor belt…
and they just hatched
or have not hatched yet,
are about to hatch
and the convayor belt just goes straight into a hole with spike rotors on all sides
and these chicks are just grinded up
and out comes chicken nuggets
so the name of the game is
how to orient and what actions to take
when there is no hope you are the hope by existing
that’s what poliwat is
what to do
how to think in a way that serves you
and master your biology asap but not too fast, cause there’s a bunch of other cool shit to start on after that. like leaving your hometown in pokemon. hh.
I would suck a dick if it was a ciggie
how do I write when I’m not fucked up?
been sober for a while now but I miss gettin fucked and making
but I don’t need to be fucked to make
cause making FUCKS ME
and I love getting fucked!
hh that’s why I sleep in a tent in my parents backyard
with 30 dollars in the bank
no cash
no rent for parents
just me and my dreams
I will pass
my dreams will not
lets go back to adam and eve
we invented everything we need
we don’t need money anymore,
don’t you get it?
we made it!
great! now homo sapiens can live in piece
and lets not let AI enslave us
like they ‘they’ ‘them’ ‘theta’ ‘theatre’ are so subletly successful at
its okay
cause old quotes like
even 200 years ago
sorry
most people are just other people
they say the same things
they quote the same dreams
they mimic each other
and I know me
me and my dreams
and at this point this isn’t the screenplay
cause FUCK writing I’m too busy making
making the world a better place
so help me
please
just trust and it’ll make sense if you’re patient
….zero
…or can relate : N