12:30

Sunday. We’re still waking up, the bed is in a new position! Last night was kind of life changing, at least it made me focused. I want to be able to live in a place like that, with a charcoaled out tree trunk and statues and huge books in my living room.

I’m real focused on taking my work to the next level.

It’s a lie I’m not focused at all but am driven to be.

There’s so much I want to do today I feel the pressure of it all and want to start, but also it’s Sunday and Sundays are reserved strictly for R and R, which usually means playing house with H and hanging. Andres came back with us last night and we just all had a nice bagel session at the table.

I keep thinking about the tree in his parent’s fancy apartment, and the statues. I placed my hand on the trunk, it was painted black, and I felt this warm sensation coarsing from my heart to the tree, and back. It felt like electricity, but more warm and less sparky. It was an amazing sensation - and I thought I want this. If I fill my place with objects, tactile friendly objects, I won’t need any drugs. And that’s the secret. I tried to get addicted to the idea, and started recording the night, just because I want to memorize and reinforce that mindset revelation the apartment gave me. Popping it in Ableton now.

website @ poliw.at by december will look more like

7 video backgrounds

with click in then it’s sort of like netflix where you can watch all the videos

or it should just be on the actual YT channels

FA

20:22

talked to bonnie at criags he invited my whole hosue over for dinner but everyone was too hungover and pizza was already on the way.

I wanna write a comedy for pero troupe and

one thing for sure, brain has red eyes during the scene and then later on they’re like wait are you high and its in a place you really shouldn’t be high


Wow where did my brain go I dabbed my thoughts all away

the only thing left to do is to jot brainless chicken thoughts until the dust comes out of my head

I cant get over how nice that apartment was it was the nicest one in the world

where am I

craigs

who am I

michael betts

what do I want

to start or join a movement

what movements should I join

internet rights


Fancy Dinner Party Central

2020-10-04 12:29:37 -0400 EDT

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