Tuesday 1118 AM
This is good. I
ok ok I’ve been unfathomably depressed - I just have a completely broken brain. I
“I’ve always been bad at that whole sober thing. ” - max =-=-=-==-= =-=-=-==-= =-=-=-==-= =-=-=-==-= =-=-=-==-= =-=-=-==-= =-=-=-==-=
Sampling this for SBGC. Couldn’t find the old drumkit I made so making a new one.
TODAY IS THE DAY I STAY CLEAR HEADED
I don’t like a clear head all the time, but today requires it.
call loan people start online store = pale blue shop take hi res photos for shop + 1st item Edit those two podcasts for tom consolidate iphone imessage (god damn) empty iPhone install IL && PS again (DONE) link omari in CL to two possible clients (DONE) Laundry Consolidate poliwat in dad's suitcase Consolidate PBD in AV bag take CDs to the library for check ahahaha take blanket up from the bottom of the hill (DONE) hit up tom bout future eps consolidate sound lib - leave the latest on the 1tb hdd and move all other media to the 2 - [ asd] = pay off audio debt - workshop for laser cutting from a drawing to wood
kill.self update poliwat
Message social good people -
Hit the library and David Dunn?
Order parts for Poliwat (use kenzi’s card and venmo her)
Help me help me help me
I can’t ask for help in person
I can’t talk about certain things in person
Because I have so many barriers built up
in order to not go crazy ?
no I can talk about anything
I shouldn’t take what I say too seriously coming out of this cannabis circus.
I’ll be wrong about a good 3-4 thought rabbit holes before it starts getting legit.
I am terribly disappointed in myself.
I will say that. How much more disappointed could I get? I will go homeless for poliwat. I will go homeless for PBD. I just need help, I won’t stop working on them. I’ll go work on it in the public library if I have to.
Tuesday 1222 pm
in kenzi’s room :D :D :D
The internet is too slow to think clearly here - so I think I'll head to the library Wow what can I work on without internet? I can edit audio for Tom. -=-=-=-=-=--=-=-==--=-=-=-==- what I my philosophy infects the populous but my favorite humans are the ones immune and stubborn for they are magnificent examples of the blindness humans dsdsdsdsdsdsddssddssdsds