Season 10 of my life Finale.
Otherwise known as:
Bitch doesn’t know I’m on Season 10 of my life
Death of Gene Michael Betts
with his death I died I died even more than some media take over if you don't have it you never did like thank God I worked enough to travel now I'm free I felt free working for old hippies and chad sang a song my dad handwrote on a piece of paper glued to a piece of cardboard in the mess of the workbench in now mom's garage and my dad was running from town to town and lost all his money gambling and my dad said you know what in so many words if I die in this next town at least I'd be free and you know what I'm on the train for the final time in my life where I will never live in nipomo again unless my mom gets on hospice some day because I told her I was summoned I worked hard I was there for dad every night I fucked up sometimes I told her sorry I'm a monster I told her sorry I'm broke I told her sorry in Sweden In Norway it's absurd to pay rent to your parents I told her we're the richest nation in the country and the majority of us are in poverty renting to survive I told her it's not right I told her I wrote a lot about why I told her there's better alternatives and I told her so many times I'm sorry I was harsh I'm harsh with my words! I can be better! I can be worse! but what am I doing right now asde from writing as therapy haven't written properly in a few days have a new mentor he's a retired contractor and he's going to teach me how to build a house so I can build my own and through writing that's a for sure way to step away from my emotions cause emotions are just running cause half of you are made up of bacteria that don't give a shit about you that want to eat you if you have half a brain aliens put that bacteria there to process you to get something from you if you're halfway there then there is no you with no body and if you're in such commonplace company cause the modern youth is running around casually stating their it's funny I don't have to write about my relationship issues let's give credit to a reason and it's probably that this old Chinese Zodiac book my mom read It's hilarious that she well so I'm going to do everything in my power to get my dreams online to never move back home I'd rather go homeless again than move back home not like I could but watch two months go by I could and I never ever will I write it now and here to ensure I never will this isn't a promise it's a declaration cause there's no possibility of me reading this and moving back home don't move back home don't move back home ! you are you you can quote you mom now you need to go do your life and you need to go back home is it bad is it good the train is stopped in the middle of no where it's so cute you think edward snowden is still alive it's so cute to think assange is still alive it's just dumb to think hillary is alive that's my poem I hope you survive and always remember all the power in the world always hides can always be found in the people and it's in the power of people that is our best chance to thrive really wish I was able to read