Thursday 11 AM

@ dumb starbucks with chad - missed my train cause he had to brush his teeth

thursdat 404 PM

made it on the 2nd train of the day, missed the first one

1st 10 mics;

dynamic mic

condensor mic

open mic

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thursday 500 pm

Showed this random guy Curtis my music on the train.

I don’t know if I did it to show him my music or to write I did so.

I don’t know if I should throw away choosing such separation lines at that definition.

I feel dehydrated and should probably get some water instead of more coffee..

I love the train and every ride on it.

Acid teaches the perspective of the ride, or when a human comes to find themselves out of control as to where exactly they are headed.

DMT teaches you any forms of God you can and cannot imagine, and their constituants, provide a sense of deeper meaning to the degree of what exactly is going on outside of our perceptions and what we term as out of this universe.

I have no cluse but if everything is vibrating, the thought is that humans can change that. Or at least consciousness is powerful enough to change a large degree of bodily functions, in order to heal spiritually physically, and mentally.


here on this train ...

0-0-00-0--00-0-0-00-0-0-0-0--00-0--0-0-00-000-00-0-00-0-0-00-0-0-00-000--00-00-0--0-00--0000--0-0-000


 and also  


but what do I need

4 album covers lol
and channel banners banner art aha


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okay what are my tasks:

lets lay it out :

    - channels assets


looks like I got too high to focus on one thing p well.
thats too bad for real.

and I left the jerky :(
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damn 650 PM

  • damn who knew I would get this out -

    do I love the states
    or do I hate the states
    or what do I choose in this moment
    

I’m not afraid,

I’m not discouraged,

I’m disorganized.

Now its all about getting organized.

like what do I want to do

release 4 albums launch 50 videos on channel

ok cool so I can go go get that going.

first the instrumental albums should be polished off, and I could basically get that done almost by the end of the trip, so that’s going to be the focus

the other focus would be to launch up poliw.at

and update my website with all audio so I can apply to grad programs.

also a letter of who I am would be great, or a video of it. Either way ust need to focus on finishing the albums - that I’ll do now.

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 when you become numb to your own devices

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met this guy anton on the train and he’s prepping to release music as well. I didn’t record him out of respect and reach.

thursdat 1031 PM

the train went black and off completely lol

Brief Moments of Intense Sadness

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