Wed 156 PM
It’s my Bday.
I have a glorious 1 hour off and it feel amazing.
This has been my first week working as a Naturalist. I love it so much! The kids are great, yesterday after we caught salamanders, they all held out their hands for diet hot cheetos (which are carrots). And I threw them all over them, and they landed in the dirt. Then the kids joined the super secret dirty carrot club, and they took turns throwing dirty carrots into my mouth to eat.
I have a group of 11 5th graders and it’s the shit!
Music is all subtraction
Went to the armstrong reserve for the first time and got some pretty decent tape of the kids reading the info signs around the trees. We all piled into a few. If I were alive a couple hundred years ago, that would be the spot I’d want to be alive at.
In the office where the naturalist have their meetings. The camp is super full right now.
A quick note on my logs, they’ve been getting far and few inbetween. That’s cause there’s just not enough lappy time here. But I love it. It takes me a few hours of lappy time in general to get back into the workflow of poliwat, and other projects in general. But that’s not to say that no work has happened here. I’ve learned so much about how to behave,
I wanted to bury something with the kids but it wasn’t the right time and place to do it on the hike. We didn’t have enough time either. But I’d like to bury something soon. I’ll do it in Santa Cruz with my friends.
Now that I’m 26 I’d like to set some goals for the age, and come back to them at 27.
I’d hope to
We are God, all living things is what God is made up of. It’s a decentralized entity. So when I say there is no God, I mean there is no God yet. And my idea of enlightenment is the process that which we all become God.
Some sober stoney thoughts, One thing this camp has shown me is that I can really enjoy myself during sobriety. I always knew that, but here I don’t have crazy urges to modify my perception and mental state.
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does he say poliwat at any point in this? I don’t have enough time to check so it’s here for now.
ROSE im sick and tired and cold and lonely THORN hold up your hand ROSE what? THORN Put it on your heart. ROSE okay THORN That's your mother.
INVITE BEN ELY OVER