Ode to Jeremy Fogel
12:40
You are not immune to propaganda
I’m talking to myself
how many voices
can I
manage at the same time
speaking different lines
Some aren’t mine
one that is I
am not immune to propaganda
oh how those bible camp weirdos are wrong
you can’t
pray the gay away
you can
ask god to make you less gay, maybe
maybe you can ask god anything
but god won’t suddenly make you not gay
maybe the nsa
so lets say
lets say this
you can’t
pray the voices away
but you can
ask god for less voices, maybe
and the point, yes the point of it all really
not from my perspective but from another
who from many others
pyramids of thought above my dingie word soup
here, now :
as follows :
Balls and Bladders
It takes a lot of balls to handle these quakes
I call em quakes cause they vibrate in my head for days
an ache a pain a doctor might call it a migraine
I don’t trust doctors I haven’t had dinner with
and I don’t trust patients quakes
I am my own doctor because it’s a rip off state
and I’m a rip off tourist in my own country
in the eyes of state it’ll take many bladder transplants
for me to continue shitting up this country
for 50 more years
I pee more than the average city
I shit 5 times a day,
before breakfast
interdisciplinary fasting
I mix I read I read at a desk
until the aches go away
I walk one step QUAKE
till the quakes go away.
I walk I run I run out of breath
I quit
smoking I haven’t had one in 2 days
I bought
a pouch yesterday from pandora’s english stash
I bought it I didn’t smoke it
hour train to harlem
and didn’t bring it
with great enthusiasm
the anger washed away
the ^&()) washed away
and the hill was assaulted,
and many female soldiers died
but at the heart of it all
the hill, one tiny hill,
in the civil war of my mind
was won
and that small victory
is why there is pure joy
through the toughest quakes
9 out of 10
lung cancer patients
are caused from smoking