Tuesday 1139 AM

barely made it on the amtrack train! well not really had like 15 minutes to spare, but it was real stressful getting here. My phone kept glitching out while I was stuck in traffic on the 17, banking the train being later than myself. Now the phone won’t boot, so I get to enjoy the next 5 hours completely by myself. I didn’t set up for getting picked up yet, so I’ll either find a friendly passenger or hit a coffee shop in SLO and reach out to them over wifi.

Today is September 4th. I originally intended on hitting my parent’s house by the 1st, but like the lady on the train said when I spilled some Dr. Pepper, life happens. I hate myself that’s why I’m drinking soda right now. Also eating subway, just like the olden days.

I’m just tired of hating myself, or loathing myself. I felt a strong urge to leave my house in Santa Cruz, it’s just simply not a productive workspace. Yesterday I had about an hour and half of hangups on account of the internet, which was honestly workable and alright. I made a full track, instrumental, vocal, then video. I’m going to make 50 of these in this workflow. I think that’s the best way to tackle asking from money on patreon, just make videos every day and people can drop me some monthly money for uploads or something.

brb getting a coffee.

My anxiety levels have been through the roof. Few notice because I’m a learned man at this point and can usually feign how I feel for the sake of others.

also I had some hilarious thoughts on vibe while driving the 17 but can’t freaking remember!

50 shades of mike

top gun !
swoon swoop


im talking
why I sad over this piano tape
why can't I stop typing to tell any mate
that I tired of living all up in in a moments notice
thats why I zone out zone in at home so good so focused

so sweep yo mammas porch
and shut the front door
sweep yo ma's sides porch
shut the front door
sweep it up
oh
western eastern southern public radio now
shoot out 50 chat messages in under a minute
you couldnt this

communication I making like communion

I am religious
I wrote my own religion

you lever headed idiot
everything is leverage
make fun of your superstitions
so so so
sweep yo mammas' porch
and shut the front door
sweep yo ma's sides porch
shut the front door

sweep it up yah
swoon swoop

Im talking why I sad over this piano tape
why cant I stop typing to tell any mate
that I tired of living all up in a moments notice
thats why I zone out zone in so good at home so focused

so sweep yo mamms porch
shut the front door
sweep yo ma's sides porch
swoon swoop

Im talking bless up
dry spell
smile up
my life it romantic
god damn it razor sharp focus
every rose I notice
my religion more women in power
tokimonsta pocket michelle obamama
bam bam bam bam bam




asd

power of words
you menan the power of verse
Im talking power of hers

focused

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lyrics here:

top gun !
swoon swoop


I'm talking
why I sad over this piano tape
why can't I stop typing to tell any mate
that I tired of living all up in in a moments notice
thats why I zone out zone in at home so good so focused

so sweep yo mammas porch
and shut the front door
sweep yo ma's sides porch
shut the front door
sweep it up
oh
western eastern southern public radio now
shoot out 50 chat messages in under a minute
you couldn't 'this'
communication
I making like communion

I am religious
I wrote my own religion

you lever headed idiot
everything is leverage
make fun of your superstitions
so so so
sweep yo mammas' porch
and shut the front door
sweep yo ma's sides porch
shut the front door

sweep it up yah
swoon swoop

Im talking why I sad over this piano tape
why cant I stop typing to tell any mate
that I tired of living all up in a moments notice
thats why I zone out zone in so good at home so focused

so sweep yo mamms porch
shut the front door
sweep yo ma's sides porch
swoon swoop

Im talking bless up
dry spell
smile up
my life it romantic
god damn it razor sharp focus
every rose I notice
my religion more women in power
tokimonsta pocket michelle obamama
bam bam bam bam bam

lemon grass in the trees
lemon grass on her lips
lemon grass in my hair
lemon grass when we kiss

armpits skate sesh

neckurn from the wetsuit
rug burn from jujistu   

lemon grass
I'm talking
ass grass or cash if you ride with me
die with me please
Im lonely
Im funny Im horny Im going
places


I walk out
I'm walking  

I walk out too fast
missed it
so bottle gripped
mother alcoholic
she called me an idiot savant
in french I cannot
understand why I'm not afraid of it man

monogamy monologue michael
just gotta find the right flight tho
which one
they set it up for you
I'll set it up for two

my dreams my passion
my profession my confessions

I make music off of poliw.at, and you should too !

poliw.at is for everyone, I just made it so we could all use it.

my poliw.at is just my version of the lifestyle, the ideal, the focus.

help as many people as possible in the shortest amount of time

Samples I used in this track are available for purchase here:

that’s the workflow

the 50 shades of mike project (I’m starting to hate the name so I may need to change it)

Sober September Series

2 hours on producin an instrumental 6 hours on laying down vocals and final mixdown 2 hours on getting the clips together and live jamming the music video

that’s a 10 hour work day that’s what I wanna do all of sober September.

hot girls that collect tracks about them I know about them fuck you Im writing about them jacking off about them

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crushed on the train crush on the train

ed zed ted dead fed on this train no fruit on this train

Gas station fuckk of toxins kind of train old man nice smile kind of train a nice gesture a poet a something kind of train

talk to me before I talk to myself kind of train spock to me before I nerd out myself kind of train

you’ve just left the twilight zone

PP{ transition to something real rural now }

og og

I just lost my cellphone you can call me on my mama phone you can call me on p diddy phone I just lost my cellphone

you can call me on muneerah

cause I just go with flow

it took years to learn i can only live in places with aw coast in places with a piano

pay me to play kill me to stay in control

imma learn train

all the time

train ride

which I

tuesdat 222 pm

my finger is injured

ill replace your daddy issues with a tissue you gotta grab it

dont you know
you move you dead
dead in the sand
you gotta start working man
if you gifted then gift it
if you lifted then lift it

I just lost my cell phone

Tuesdat 318 PM

notes for chad — ayee I wanna find where is my juul project file on your computer

just about to hop off this train

my bitch is cold
{help}
my bitch is so cold
you got a jacket?

lolololol you think I using old lines
I iterate and have a good time
music grows on you
like a wife
like a time
band it over
drink wine



50 Curses of Mike

2018-09-04 08:26:58 -0700 -0700

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