Tuesday 1141 AM
creation spawns from chaos
creating aand trading realities as art
life and the imagination is this oric field that surrounds the transcendential object
I have cut off all contact with everyone at this point. I will do the bare minimum communications. The only contact is with my parents here. Other than that I am entering complete isolation with myself and poliwat.
This week is devoted to building muscles, and not just physical. Spirtual and mental as well.
Small lunch break. BBQ Chicken sandwich with pasta salad. Monkey Spit goes good on everything. My dad started a projec in the backyard of relaying a bunch of rocks and brick I set a few years ago. I am itching to workout so I’m thinking two birds with one stone we’ll see how far I can get in 30 minutes. So far three major tasks have been accomplished today, and my goal before crashing is to get the next three done.
I’m conflicted because I’m trying very hard to be sober. I hate being sober. But this is how it works. I can go out with equipped with sunscreen and get completely drunk off the task of de-weeding, picking up bricks, and shovelling rocks. It’s a drug because it’s a relatively novel experience. Novelty is sought in every moment. I don’t need a drug for that, because it feels like a drug. The way I see it is life is the only real drug, despite how drugs are defined by our culture. Drugs are merely tools in your vast toolbox used to expedite the appreciation of life, and expansion of individual consciousness. When you get used to driving in the the fast lane at 80 mph all the time, and then suddenly you enter a county road where the speed limit is reduced to 50 mph, you’ll feel like you’re moving slowly. You’re still driving, but your engine is at a different rpm. I’m driving 50 mph, and I’m used to mach 1.
So now, what do I do? When the mental and spiritual don’t work, use your physical intelligence.
uprooted then relaid these down
Did an hour of work outside then an hour on the poliwat tasks. I’m right on schedule as far as items for the day. I’m just so physically exhausted but want to keep going mentally and spiritually. Going to mediate for 20 minutes and finish this list.
About to disassemble my DS lite in order to use the screen for poliwat. The screen will indicate what instrument is select, where I’m at in the loop, and an interface for me to load, save, and play loops. I want to start building my sample banks with it
After the screen is accessed, I’ll be installing the neopixel library, and teensyduino on the pi. teensyduino was just giving me some trouble a moment ago.
draw teensy / multiplexer diagram
strive to be the model of a modern major general …that’s a comedian
The simpsons, if I had more time I’d watch them all. Maybe next time I get bed ridden.
no major progress on poliwat but I had a special workout. I have a lot of energy I’m going to through it into poliwat now. hamilton, chance, twista all got me wrapped in in practicing
jordan’a abalone shell fell out of my pocket when I was working out
got new arduino going….. looks like I may have lost 8 hours of work because the old arduino had the right libraries but wasn’t compatible with the teensy 3.6
ahaha terrorists should write on RP forums their plans as if it’s a fantasy world https://rpg.stackexchange.com/questions/107086/is-it-metagaming-if-i-want-to-build-a-bomb
poliwat film files
travel - 1st sample is found deep in a cave, then I travel to the city center, montage of travels then kick it up in downtown slo
travel2- 1st sample is found by hitting sticks on top of point slo. montage of me travelling down then getting next sample from the church bells in downtown slo
Chad will be super helpful if I lay out the film vision clearly. I will write a shot list.
this is taking a while to compile….
all good ideas these days are combinations of other things and a lot of programming liek this is more of connecting existing technologies instead of writing completely new stuff its a completely new combination, but each component is pretty fundamental.
shits been compiling for 10 min. I’m cancellling it
fuck yeah it’s compiling….
Ocarina of Time is in this DS lite…. just the shadow temple and Gannondorf to beat on master quest… I just need the screen and already put beating breath of the wild in the back of my rewards queue. The other muscle I’m focusing on this week is delayed gratification. I’m naturally quite an impulsive person. When I want something in my head, I’m starting to tell myself soon, just do this first. Once this is set it is to be my default thinking. Stoked that it’s compiling! This project can start getting really really fun, really really fast. I hope I’m about 7 days from sounds, it depends on what I need to connect this screen to the teensy(and if that’s available locally). I dropped half of the rest of my money on parts that are coming express in two days.
My part time gig is to be house angel for my parents. I like to ninja clean the whole kitchen at night so my mom can wake up to it. She’s been getting a lot less stressed. I’m coming up with new ways to help out. Always creating.
Going to write up my own https://www.pjrc.com/teensy/card9a_rev1.pdf based on otem’s code.
Two things. First William Blake didn’t move out until he was 25. Two got the 2DS apart, but discovered that it’s two screens is actually just one big touch screen. I need to reassamble the device now but am also very tired. I will wake up early and get going on it.
I’m retiring now. Too tired to continue. The whiteboard tells me I did 400 confucious canoes and 200 pushups today.
Also there’s one culture, human culture. Everything else I see as more of an attribute of human culture.
I cuddle with froggy I name him father john